SQUIRREL

This place is flooded with squirrels.

I am becoming very edgy. And so goes with my body. Which is incapable to say no to malay foods. As the temperature drops I wish that this is Malaysia.

But suck it up girl, it is going to be fun.

THE EXPENDABLES

A movie that had me glued to the seat for 2 hours without complaints.

I will not talk about it BUT I am proudly will write about the actors.
1. Sylvester Stallone. My parents are crazily in love with him. I grew up listening to their admiration towards him and his talent. Action-packed movies weren't really my thing but after I watched his acts in Rambo, man! I am in love with Stallone. 64 and his body is still solid and whaddaheck is that 6 squared-things on his abs? 6-packed! Gentlemen, do be like him please.
He's just a heart throb for a man that we can call poppi.

2. Arnold Schwarzenegger
An Austrian-born governor, once a bodybuilder and part-time actor. Watching The Terminator franchise had made my childhood was exceptionally wonderful. Thanks to him, I learned that someday, scientists and engineers have to create brilliantly handsome robots to help human evolution. (what a crap)

63 and still no sign of bulging tummy, I love him as much as I love Stallone.
3. George Clooney
He is what I call a sexy old man (if you wish to throw up, my suggestion would be to stop reading this post because it will be filled with my admiration towards a group of old man).
Batman & Robin was a legend particularly with the producer's decision to mask Clooney as Batman. If you watched the Ocean's franchise (Ocean 11, 12 and 13), his sexiness can be compared to Brad Pitt's. That is crazy! Nobody can be as hot and sexy as Pitt but he did it using his secret weapons, charm and wittiness.

Drool~ I like old guys! Why la?????

OWL

It is very funny how life finds its way to make human feel either good or bad. When things take a wrong turn you start to curse or swear and say pretty mean stuffs to nice people. Or you just give them a really mean look as if they are the evil bad do-er. Dude you are so wrong.

I went out with Akiey. She is such a nice girl and very pretty with her rings covering her tiny fingers. We had never spoken back in KMB but it had been fated that we met each other and talked for the first time and it wasn't awkward at all.

That is why I AM MISS SOCIALITE.

DARN!

Forgot what was I supposed to post about. Got side-tracked again because petty-Farmville

=.=

PAST

He once told me that he wouldn't want best friends. I told him that he was being absurd and no man can be in this world without someone he acknowledges as his best friend/s. Well now I agree with him.

I can like someone or turn into his worst enemy in a second. I had called many as my good friends. The truth is they are not. Life is constantly changing, very volatile and I plunge myself into many webs of friendships that have turn out to be very messy. It hurts to know that they are changing and I am no longer in their hearts. I should just walk away but I have been to generous upon giving a tiny little space for them in my ever small heart.

Was it my fault, I wish to know. But the truth always hurt. As long as I have my loved ones around me, others are simply gestures and memories.

I will not change and always will be me.. You (don't ask me to name them).. Only time will tell

DANCE

The urge to write something, and that is why I'm clicking the keyboards while having my head fully oriented towards the future that will appear this September.

I am scared, more of frightened of what may happen in the next 4 years. This uncertainty is nerve-wrecking, the uneasiness feeling is too overwhelming. I put my best though I know I could do better but after all the misbehaving and time that had been wasted, my best is somehow good enough to make me feel blissfully happy.

But this small heart of mine is still afraid. To leave the comfort zone and face the strange outside world is not going to be easy. I should learn,taste and adapt to the inviting pleasures of the new world. But this world that I'm living now is something that I would not trade even for the universe.

I am not ready to bid goodbye to my world. Feel sick in my stomach thinking of hugging them and settling into a brand new atmosphere. I have the Lord with me and He shall be my companion and greatly He always listens to me.

FLU

I hate fever. I hate cough. I hate cold. I hate flu. I hate medicine. Don't ask me to take 'em when I'm dealing with any pain because I'll be replying to you in this monotonous way:

"Makan/amik la ubat"

"X suka makan ubat la"

"Macam mana nak baik kalau tak makan ubat?"

"Ala... nanti baikla. Yang penting tak nak makan ubat"

I have been questioning about this for quite a long time. Why do I dislike medicine so much? To make it more irony, I'll be depending on medicine for the rest of my life until I make up my mind to take some steroids to normalize my white blood cells. Don't ask me what am I dealing with because sadly, you will not be getting any answer.

Back to the question, I presume that the dis-likeness towards medicine is due to the fact that I hate having to repeat the routine and mind set of 'mesti minum air lepas makan ubat'. I can swallow whatever pills that you give me regardless of the sizes without any hardships. Put in my mouth and within a fraction of second, it'll be on its way inside my oesophagus (woo.. i remember biology!) I prefer pills than liquid medicine. It doesn't taste good at all and makes me despise 'em more. So the next time I have fever and could not stop being a baby (due to my sickness) just tell me where the medicine is and I know what to do. But, don't expect too much/hoping one or two will be disappeared within the next 24-hours.

ADDICTION

I have a new addiction.

tumblr!

it is so addictive that I can visit pages by pages motionlessly (yup, only clicking of the fingers that I need) for hours.

Credits to Emi!