2 WEEKS

Ignorant.

I thought that Raya break will only start on the 18th.

NO!

It starts on the 11th. And I can be at KLIA to send Fathul.

2 weeks of holiday, Raya in KL, you should experience this at least once in your life. When no neighbours around and the only crowd left is your family, things are sure to get pretty lonely. Heck, this will be the third Raya in the heart of Malaysia. You may think that this is pathetic, heck no.

I love my life, again:)

WASTE

Instead of doing math, I raised my hand for a night out with my old mates. Went shisha.. FREAKING HOLY NICE... (nak beli rumah kat jalan damai)

After 4 inhalations of the charcoals, the world started spinning.

At 12.40am, Malaysians went shopping, this happened at Danau Kota.

PEOPLE, WE STILL HAVE TOMORROW TO SPEND.

My old man waited until I arrived safely.

Mr Toronto said, "u might want to redefine high once u r here"

So far, I love my life:)

CHANGE

There are times when everything is fine before a sudden turmoil turns life upside down. You can cry as much as you want but things will not change unless you decide to walk out of your misery and open a new chapter of undated events.

Choose between love and family. Lust and necessity. You can have the best of both worlds. Being away is a test. You can cheat but happiness is not in your hand. Pretending will make things worse.

I love you. That's all that matters.

HOLY

The month of holiness. Recharge your iman, may you find Lailatul Qadar.

I only managed to fast for 1 day. Not liking it. It is the excitement fasting with family that I'm losing. Proudly, I cooked curry for the first time. My first dish in 18 years. The kitchen was not on fire, nobody was injured, I was the star.

But, seriously am I such A KID?

Mubeen called me 'kiddo'. Told him, I hate u man. How am I going to adapt with the over-matured world? My 9 years-old neighbour wears make up and pink heels. The last time I wore mascara was 3 weeks ago. It has been months since the last time I endured the pain of wearing heels.

I don't mind being a kid:)

PUKE

It had occurred that I was positively diagnosed with fever and cough.

Having to go back, my parents rushed as soon as they received the news.

The series of events that took me almost a week to regain my conscious and my balance.

1. 2 days of vomiting and more nausea and more vomiting.

2. 2 days of MASSIVE HEADACHE.

3. 1 day of absolute blurry visions. My neurotransmitter had accustomed to the new sick environment and decided that to replenish all the damaged, dead cells, another week of holiday will be required.

That is the whole purpose of mid sem holiday. (refer to statement 3)

BETTER

Have you ever wondered what is the main purpose of studying in a horrible place and spend your college life with less fun than anyone else?

I do that... a lot.

However, Fathul was grateful for the journey he went through in KMB. After all, he got 45.. He must be thankful for that.

I'm posting this blog while counting the hours left before I throw my luggage, laundry and food into the car.

Miserable again.

That's the reason why I managed to score 100% emo in FB quiz.

OINK

Today = Saturday

Tomorrow = Sunday

Sunday = end of holiday

end of holiday = driving back to KMB

driving back to KMB = HELLO HELL....!!

HELLO HELL.....!! = more math tutorial, more lab reports, more IA's, more assignments

My college life is leading to an uncharted path. I cannot see the light at the end of my 2 years in KMB. shit.....

BIG ASS

Oh well another day of laziness and procrastination. My EE survey is in a red file, photostated 3o copies and feel like distributing those precious papers to my old teachers. Texted Heni yesterday. Told her......

HENI... WE MUST GO TO MTV WORLD STAGE!!

Heni replied

YES!! WE MUST!! HOW ABOUT THE PASS??

............. silence............

I DON'T KNOW.... BUT WE VE TO FIGURE OUT SoMETHING... THIS IS A MUST, PROBABLY ONCE IN A LIFETIME!!

i feel like a loser for not participating in the early period of MTV World Stage phenomenon

ROUTINE

Woke up at 11am, thank you baby for the wake up call, stomach grumbled, went downstairs, nothing on the table.

Waited for lunch.

Dad returned home with 2 nasi bungkus, for me and Adam. Ate like a pig. Threw the leftover to Robin, a stray cat which has adopted my house as his.

Switched on the laptop, stuck in front of the screen for the next 6 hours.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET 45 IF I STILL THINK IB IS A PIECE OF SHIT??

26

26 things you have to know about me

A - ahuyy.. my pen pal's nickname. afif's initial too..

B - basketball is the only sport i'm good at

C - CAT IS SEXY!!

D - dice reminds me of my watch

E - elephant poops are huge..

F - FATHUL AIZAT IS MY LOVER

G - grinding. working on it..

H - home is my favourite place

I - Indian blood. Yup.. right inside me

J - JUNO. Love that movie

K - KMBABIB

L - LOVE.. feeling it

M - modesty is me:)

N - numb when i'm sick

O - oreo is sweet. too sweet

P - public humiliation. been there, done that

Q - Queen Elizabeth is an old with a weird fashion sense woman

R - repetition is not my habit

S - S is definitely my initial. Serena van derWoodsen took mine

T - temporarily quarantine

U - ugly duckling is a sad story.

V - violin and I are like a beautiful dream and the moment you wake up.....POOOFFFF

W - whispering to fathul and makes him wanting for more

X - XAVIER. that prof in X-Men

Y - yell and feel happy:)

Z - zipper. i have a bad memory clouding my relationship with it

PENNY

Something weird happened to me.

SALE.

BUT

WENT HOME

WITH NOTHING IN MY HANDS..

I should see the doctor and prescribe some progesterone hormones beacause I feel like losing my feminity.