Monday, January 26, 2009

Shitty Shit

I curse a lot. Not as much as Syazana, but I cursed when catastrophe happened. I said b**i, f**k, s**t, a*****e and some more shitty words. I don't mind being labelled as the 'ungirlie' girl because it's in my nature to curse. Oh yeah, I did cursed myself so it's not a big matter.

Today the Chinese celebrate CNY. Oranges and firecrackers. Offhhh..I love festive season. Unfortunately, I don't get boxes of oranges like before. BOHOO... Looks like I have to 'tapau' some from Chris, Wei Hung and Teng. They 'll be my CNY victims. Speaking about orange, I have never encountered any vomitting actions after swallowing multiple oranges. My tummy is a muscular one!

oh..aren't they cute???

Something strange about me is that I didn't cursed when I heard the EXPLOSIVE firecrackers' sound. Maybe I'm getting matured in the sense of controlling my verbal signs.

Monday, January 5, 2009

A World of Its Own

Entering a new year, I have to stop and hesitate. It's time for me to grow and be matured and childishness is prohibited. A NO-NO. But being Sarah 'Ainaa, people around me are always assuming that I'm 17 this year. Am I? Haha.... I must keep it confidential.

On my way home, mom gave me a long lecture about responsibility. Another lecture and I can't remember the last time she gave me one. Hm.. maybe that's the reason of me being too laid back last year. Duh.. Growing up is tough

Now, I have a CONCRETE reason to despise KMB as much as my heart desires. I lost my handphone. My Sony Ericsson Z555i was stolen. Shit... I really, really love that sexy, black, sleek, diamond-feature gadget. Oh Sleeky..

Okay, listen. I'm neither the baddest or the most immoral person ever born but being a normal creature who makes decisions based on mind and emotions(I'm so irrational sometimes), I spent half of my dark day cursing the perpetrator. I bet u will do the same. Duh.. Oh, I cried like every time I saw and heard about cellphone. Bohoo...

I wish to finish my IB as soon as possible, though it's ONLY a dream since I don't want to lose any precious, hundreds ringgit of valuable materials in this so-called world school. What a shock to find a place of such standard has a population of students with degraded ethics and behaviours. Hmm...

Sunday, January 4, 2009


From this picture, u can see the wind had no mercy for the coconut tree. This was taken from my hotel room, facing the pool n beach. I was in T'ganu. Manul's current hometown. And I had neither fun nor entertainment AND no sight of hot tourists. Poor me..

So it is called monsun timur laut when the sea becomes furious and the wind resembles a small-scaled typhoon.

It scared me. The whole journey was tiring since the rain didn't stop once I entered Kuantan. Fogs were everywhere. I slept..soundly, throughout the trip.

I passed through Kertih where I saw magnificent mega structures of PETRONAS industrial complex. Crazy engineering skills and insane engineers...

Taken around 1915. It was raining

I love that fire:)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Ups and Downs


My first blog for 2009. Congrats Sarah!!
(talking to myself again)

I seldom create equation because I'm never good at it. But, I feel like making one now.
New Year=Resolution/s

I have mine though I doubt I can achieve and accomplish all. My life is not based on lists and things-to-do. We live once and it should be fun, colourful not dull, gray, melancholic. Lists aren't for risk-takers since they lead life with guts and nerves and not with rational considerations and precautions.

Here are my resolutions. If you know me, you know which is achievable.
1-spend most of my weekends with Fathul
2-lose weight. My target is 49kg. (looking at the ceiling)
3-get at least 35 for next exams. (grinning)
4-save money. Girl, this is CRUCIAL. (to myself again)

See, those may look a piece of cake but, trust me no 2 takes discipline, 3 requires brain and extra amount of caffeine and 4..... I don't know why I made that one. Must 've bump my head while thinking of the 4th resolution.