EMPTY

7 favorite persons
1. my mom
2. my dad
3. fathul aizat
4. syazana omar
5. dayana alya
6. sarah 'alyaa'
7. anis azmani

7 favorite items
1. handphone
2. shoes
3. my lappie@laptop
4. my big chunky bangles
5. my carved ring
6. mr hubby bear
7. fathul's necktie

7 missions
1. please pass the IB exam with good points (cut-off point)
2. land a place in BC Uni
3. be a super stylish geologist
4. get married and have kids with youknowho
5. 1 year of travelling
6. make my family happy (cliche, i know)
7. join WWF, fight and protect nature

I wonder if the world is a meeting place where people constantly bump into each other and the next second you realise this person has a connection with an acquaintance or a friend and you can draw a string of web connecting everyone around you. But, you cannot stop the emptiness you feel. It's like a hole, filled with sand and muddy soil and each rain drops will reveal the hole again.

I don't know why but I begin to lose trust on him. Paranoia. I should seek for help.

KISS AND MAKE UP

Let's talk about girlie stuff. Boys, fashion, make up and more boys. I am so grateful to be born as a girl. I have curves though I am not that curvaceous. Regular basis of money spending is on shoes. Seriously. Bored is my biggest, most powerful reason to buy a new pair of shoes. Sorry but that's me. I don't buy super killer heels or extra high wedges because..well, some reasons. Don't mind.

Make up is so cool. You can play with the brushes and palettes and powders and never get sick of it. The golden rule is experiment. Stand in front of the mirror, take your make up bag and dab everything on your face. Haha... It's FUN!!

Play dress up is my dream. I want to have a closet, a monstrous size full of jeans and T-shirts from Ed Hardy and scarfs hanging with wide range of hues. From white to super black. Shoes arranged from 6-inch heels to thongs. And a 4 foot mirror so I can praise and talk to myself in front of it telling how beautiful I am.


dayana and syazana pakai ini. saya tunggu semua
produk habis.

ADOI

Hari ini saya nak tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu. Sebab saya cinta bahasa kebangsaan. Tak nak campur dengan Bahasa Inggeris. Saya amt rasa hidup di KMB telah menyusahkan saya dari segenap penjuru. Tempat hujung dunia keliling kelapa sawit, peraturan macam sekolah asrama yang Langkawi pun tak seteruk itu, dan macam - macam lagi kejadian.

Baru balik dari Kulim buat CAS. Amat penat tahap cipan tak larat nak makan tapi masih diberi makanan dan terpaksa habiskan macam di zoo. Benda - benda yang saya tak puas hati:
1. Bertolak pukul 4 petang, sampai pukul 2 pagi dan kesejukan menggigit tulang.
2. Katil di asrama ada pelbagai tinggalan seperti serangga, rambut dan lain - lain.
3. Cadar tidak disediakan. Maka tidur di atas katil tersebut.
4. Balik dari penang ikut teman - teman Langkawi pukul 3 dan 4 pagi kemudian tidak cukup tidur.
5. Banjir waktu hendak balik dari Kulim. Terpaksa ikut jalan jauh.
6. Elaun Petronas tidak masuk lagi sebab ada masalah dengan akaun dan saya amat perlu jam baru!!
7. Yang amat BUSUK sekali, ketidaktahuan saya menyebabkan Syazana menerima padah...
Padah yang amt tidak bagus.

Lagi sekali, BENCI KMB dan KEHIDUPAN.
Dan Mohamad Fathul Aizat Kamarizan, CEPAT BALIK!!!!!!!!!!!