Double Standard

Postponing ur National Service due to same prior engagement which is acting?
Shit

This always happens in all countries, no exception for Tanah Melayu. Just because u r some popular hot chick that face can be seen on the tabloids and commercials, u can't just get away from a 17 year-old Malaysian's obligation. NS!! the excuse u gave to the NS admin was totally unexceptable. Hello, acting contracts? U r not that good either.

I smell double standard

Why can't the men in charge (the admins) give exception to those who want to pursue their studies?
Or to those teenagers who have to work so they can feed their sick mother and siblings and sacrifiy their youth and fun for the sake of family?
This actress must be completely relieved that she won't have to march under the burning sun at 11am or eat cold,prepared meal or do charity works. Gimme a break.. The beauty of yours won't last girl..

The Centre Is Me

The critically aclaimed super-good primadona

Who is me?
-I'm Sarah 'Ainaa

How long have you lived?
-18 yrs, 15 days,8 hrs and a few minutes

Do you think that you're hot?
-Duh..of course. Ask Fathul. He'll give you answer without hesitation

Do u categorised yourself as skinny?
-Nope, but i'm thin. I have little flesh and it should be more.

Are u emotional?
-YES. I can shed buckets of tears in a zap.

Name your closest friends -Fathul, Syazana, Dayana, Irma, Liyana, Marnie, Azeem and to my suprise Naim.
(..........)

Do u want to be rich?
-Positive. I need money to survive. Come on, girls need $$$$$ simply because we're born to love this material.

Do u believe that u can make world a better place?
-Yup. Elect me as the States President and I give u 70% off on all US products. Name me.. Apple, Nike, DKNY, Adidas, McD etc
(syzna, ni sebahagian dri kempen kte nk klhkn obama n duk kt States)

Do u love yourself?
-YUP. Everything is about me, me, me, n me, me, n me. A lil' bit more of me. Like Fathul said, "everything is about u bby. Ur wish is my command."

Scar

I learn to adopt myself with a new scar. How do I get it? From a freaking bloody surgery to remove a cyst somewhere on the left side of my long neck. God!! I hate HOSPITAL!!
But, since the love of my life, Fathul, dreams to be a doctor, I HAVE to learn to like or at least
get the idea of how hospitals function. Darn me..

This scar I called 'Sembelih'. Really people! I look like a mob victim. A knife on my throat, "money or life". "LIFE!!", I said. Haha..
It hurts a lot during the first 4 days. I had trouble eating and drinking. To move a muscle was a suicide attempt. Then it finds its own way to recover. Hehe..

Thanks to Fathul who helped me A LOT. I mean, he eased my pain with his voice and poems.. I shall stop mentioning Fathul(giggling)

I cant wait to show to my friends my 'cool' scar.
Syazana - you will be so envy
Irma - thank god you dont need one
Dayana - lihatlah hasil krje dr2 yg membedahku

Flowers

I love flowers. Those blooming, colourful, flowers always take my breath away.

Fathul asked me once about my dreams. "I want to paint flowers. Imagine, in a garden full of roses and sunflowers and daisies and I will sit and paint".

Flowers symbolise many good values

love

hope

sincerity

wisdom

well, just naming a few

My personal choice, rose.

Why,oh why?

'cause, rose smells nice. Varieties of colours, sizes..

rose=love

love=fathul

fathul=sarah(me)