CASH

You know you are dead broke when you can't even afford a small coffee from Tim Horton's.

You know you are dead broke when your boyfriend wants to lend you his money.

You are dead broke when you start to have a stupid idea of doing paintings and stand on the street selling them for $2.

You are dead broke when the raisins taste like the best chocolate chip cookies in the world.

So yeah, don't bother guessing because I AM DEAD BROKE.

20

Turning 20 wasn't as bad as what I thought it will turn out to be. Despite the ruining momento of where I had to sit for an exam (it was the final), I still had the best birthday ever. Thank you for the sushi, the homemade chocolate cake, the movie (I WATCHED THE TOURIST!) and the surprise party. Also thanks to you for the movie, the cute colourful Dr. Seuss' notebook and the cashmere scarf. Hehe.. I'm writing this using your laptop while you're sitting for an exam. Bless...

So yeah, I had an ice cream and love and more than I wished for. OWHHH... also I got the chance to make 2 wishes. And chocolate cakes. And warm weather. And everything was perfect.

Darn, 2 exams before winter break. Darn. Darn.

Never EVER pull an all nighter the night of your exam. NEVER. Because you will end up sleeping and wanting for more hours of sleep and more and before you know it, you are sitting on a super comfy couch with a laptop on your lap, hitting the keyboards in an attempt to update your blog. You can almost hear a voice at the back of your head saying or rather chanting, "GEOCHEM GEOCHEM GEOCHEM" but you decide to ignore it. Yup this is exactly what I'm doing. This is a true fact.

Should put on the pants and go to the dept (ps: the dept means the GEOLOGY DEPT that ROCKS!) Or I can just wait for you to finish the exam. We can have dinner somewhere if you don't mind.

WTH?! Seriously, not working man. You have exam and let's just face it. For real.

MESSENGER

ME SO TIRED.

Skype is so retarded. One it was all fine, I was chatting with my pen pal and the next thing I knew, I couldn't sign in to my account. How retarded is that? Don't answer. I know. Just plain retarded.

Shizzle, everywhere is snowing. Luckily, TO had a 5 cm snow last Saturday. I woke up almost noon with messages from friends who had never seen, felt snow just like me saying , "Sarah wake up! It is snowing heavily outside!" By the time I dressed up to go back to my resz, the snow had stopped. But on the ground, there were sheets of cotton white snow, everywhere. And I looked up at the sky, it was blue, so pretty with balls of white clouds. The best thing was it wasn't cold at all. On the field of King's circle, the grass was covered with snow. Snap, snap, snap. My first snow, a perfect day and no thick jacket or dozens layer of clothes.


My 20 birthday is approaching. LALALALALALAALLALALAALA.. Don't ask me what I want because my answer would be something that you will not be able to give. Or just give me your love. Or an ice cream treat would be thoughtful.

Excited for winter breakkkkkkkk! Tickets for Dr. Seuss's play are on their way to my mailbox. Hehe.. it would be nice to watch something live on the stage instead of the 2D images on the black rectangular box. Maybe a trip to Niagara. And shizzz.. I haven't order the tickets for Tim Burton's exhibition! Damn!

No talking to me for the next 3 weeks. Exam mode, nerd mode, study mode and finally... PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

ps: skype is ok..now

KOALA

I AM SO LOST

MY BRAIN IS NOT WORKING. IT IS SO RUSTY THAT EVEN POURING a 100 LITERS OF OIL CAN'T GET IT TO WORK PROPERLY.

Geochemistry is H.A.R.D. 1 month of thermodynamics and I feel like the professor is speaking the Enuit language. And all the equations.. I am turning into an engineer for an hour every Monday to Wednesday. The 'best' part was for the first time in my life I put a 5-hours straight of energy and a whole lot of brain cells to work for the mineralogy assignment. Faggot. And guess what? I am still stuck with the last sub-question!

I shall drain my emotions for something better this weekend. Long weekend, winter clothing shopping, a Niagara fireworks trip.. I am dreading this week man. For the sake of good money, please.. please.. few more brain cells.

EVERLEA

The title is a name of a band and the vocalist is my Bio lab partner. Check 'em out.

Business!
Sarah's wish list is being updated to keep track on the things she wants and the places she wishes to visit.

1. Turning 20 in Toronto (pretty sure I am getting it, maybe in the next post I will tell you why)
2. Ipod touch
3. A jet black skinny jeans
4. Adidas Nizza High-Star Wars the Fighter (to get this, I need to start watching Star Wars again)
5. Roald Dahl's compilation of short stories
6. Snow!
7. US Visa
8. Lion fish
9. Peru
10. Bosnia
11. Sicily
12. Paris (because of the Louvre for god's sake!)
13. Amsterdam
14. New York
15. Zimbabwe
16. Mexico (Mayan history is a seduction)

Ahha! Not that much right.. I know, "why Bosnia?" I am so tired of people visiting Europe but forget a small country called Bosnia which has a lot more to offer and many mysteries yet to be discovered. I am so in love with you Sparrow (blog's new name). Will you be my lover and love me the way I love you? *High 5*

MC CAUL STREET

I wonder what should I do during winter. I can't fringging go anywhere due to lack of moolah or simply saving money for summer by instructing my mind not think about winter and boxing day. Aye! What am I talking about? Boxing day IS the best day during the whole freezing, below-zero-temperature season of the year. Now, let me take you to what really matters.. Turning 20 this year. Birthday. I am expecting myself to be matured and sensible and watch less cartoons. Wooo it makes me feel old for a brief second.

And so I might have to crash Sarah's place this winter due to the residence's policy of not letting the students stay during winter. No, u CAN actually stay but you have to pay. I am not going to pay you Canadians for a-3 weeks stay with no cool things to do. Well actually I can go to Montreal or BC or take the train and simply stop at some random place with no clue or whatsoever to expect. That would be nice. My little adventure.

I want lion fish as my birthday present. Can you give it to me?

LOVE

It had been done. Pretty much write everything, what I feel, what I want, what I m doing and some random crappy stuff in my black, dusty blog. It is heartbreaking and it wasn't his fault. I can't scrape off my overly-emotional mentality about tiny little things and somehow I can't take it anymore. Thought that I was up for it. Blergh.. long distance.. whatever.. we are good. But I didn't realised that there were more to come. I love him dearly but he is better off with someone else. He taught me some values and I cherished every moment we spent together. He is such a good man and he deserves all the happiness in the world.

A teacher of mine gave some words of wisdom and it makes me feel that I should be more considerate, more mature before making any decision. We live once and you won't get the second chance, not even if u trade it with whatever bajilion treasures that you have.

He will always be a part of me. Always.

ps: mid termsz-ah is a word meant not to be spoken