He once told me that he wouldn't want best friends. I told him that he was being absurd and no man can be in this world without someone he acknowledges as his best friend/s. Well now I agree with him.
I can like someone or turn into his worst enemy in a second. I had called many as my good friends. The truth is they are not. Life is constantly changing, very volatile and I plunge myself into many webs of friendships that have turn out to be very messy. It hurts to know that they are changing and I am no longer in their hearts. I should just walk away but I have been to generous upon giving a tiny little space for them in my ever small heart.
Was it my fault, I wish to know. But the truth always hurt. As long as I have my loved ones around me, others are simply gestures and memories.
I will not change and always will be me.. You (don't ask me to name them).. Only time will tell
3 comments:
apsal sedih sgt post ni sarah?
i totally agree with you sarah.
farzan: just realising who r my true friends.. some r just bttr to be known as 'acquaitances'
rhoe:u r such a good guy:) perhaps u may understand what i m going through
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